Causality..

It has been a long time since my last update…

Recently.. someone whom i know of but never interacted before came to me.. well… through the Net of course.. somehow that particular person seems to be very mad at me.. started to curse that the hell is the place where i should be.. from my point of view.. there is an explanation of the steps the particular person took towards me.. and there is also an explanation for what I did all this while..

Causality… we are all the victims of it… we are all bound to the laws of nature… it is the matter of the equation of action and reaction.. cause and effect… Cause could not controlled, but the effect is on the other hand, can be decided by us.. it will show how we handle the things that happened in our lives.. how we cope with the series of unwanted events.. everyone has their own way.. just like a fingerprint or retinal characteristics of the human eyes.. everyone is unique.. everyone is different from the others.. even twins can be different from one and another..

As for the reactions i took towards a particular occurence that happened to me last year.. it is not the first time i did it.. it is not the first time i have had it.. to be in the state where you were given a hopeless hope.. this is the cause in my case.. when you have hoping the situation will be like how you wanted it to be, with your life.. and in the end.. it was a total hopeless at all… what would you do?.. There is one thing i can only do.. and would only do.. i fled.. i run away.. far away to make myself forget.. to make myself not to think.. this is the effect in the equation of causality… and I was quite happy with the outcome though someone told me that it was the way of the cowards.. is it not?.. nice one indeed.. although other people will suffer because of it.. but there are level of threshold that i am prepared to accept..

As for the particular person whom cursed me to hell.. the cause could be because of the reactions that I took as above.. It was quite funny and interesting when there is a person whom you have never talk with or interacted with.. cursed you like hell in the first conversation.. hahaa… is that how you handle things?.. is that how you perceive things?.. people tend to show their ugly side when they are angry… and I know of my ugly side.. it is ugly as hell.. TheDeadPerson is my ugly side.. where destruction and death in the darkness is inevitable.. I managed to keep myself from it.. thanks to the support given by a friend who was with me since the beginning.. and still now.. well.. if this is how it meant to be… so be it.. so help me God..