not too sure what to say or what to think right now…

it has been a long time since my last post… so much to say, but most of it could not be translated into words…

I just downloaded a voice recognition software, installed it into my PC and now I’m using Avaya headset to type in this entry… quite hard because of the slang issue… not sure whether I am using British English or Malaysian English which is also known as Manglish..

Raya 2009 has passed, Deepavali has passed, and now just prepare for weddings that will be held before the new year… speaking of raya, a good friend of mine got married right after raya, and because of that event, I met a person who was and still the one I look up high since the day I met her… it has been a long time since our last meeting, I think it was about two years ago, on her birthday eve… I feel very grateful, really happy, really astonished with her appearance since I was really longing to see her again…she does not changed at all, despite of what she said previously… two years passed and she seems did not age at all… still beautiful and graceful as the way I remembered her… who is she? I don’t know as I don’t have the correct and precise answer for the question… I feel very close to her but I think it is only in my mind… enough of that…

now, I am still under training for HSBB shit… the future seems to be quite blurred by the uncertainty of the path for us to pursue in the near time… not to sure whether the training provided ever since is really helping in order to perform in the middle of November this year… felt like something is wrong somewhere, but don’t know where to point to… but it is quite okay because the food is provided daily, from morning to the afternoon… but one thing I don’t like is to drive early in the morning through the traffic jams in order to get to the training facility… but what to do, I am getting paid to drive there… quite nice… like Faizal said, he is going to miss the free meal provided during the training… and I don’t think he is not alone… I’ll pretty much feel the same way to…

not too sure of the future for the time being… but one thing I hope that life would be better despite of the uncertainty… I have been living alone for a year already… some people say that I am outcasting myself… quite like the life of a hermit… no matter what they say, I feel quite in peace with my life now although some significant others are begging to differ… so help me God…

Ramadhan al-Mubarak, edition 2008…

Well.. it has been a while since my last post.. ok ok… in this post.. i will enclose the best picture of the Australian fireworks during the MIFC 2008 grand finale..

Ramadhan is back.. it feels like it was yesterday that i have the berbuka puasa at KPV.. could not believe that a year passed by.. so fast the time flies.. which made azurin’s quote is correct… ‘Time is Money’… this year.. the buka puasa for me will be mostly at Taman Tun.. as for last year.. my daily menu for buka puasa was the Roti Jon.. this year.. Ayam Percik!… nice one indeed.. now being sold for RM5 for a quarter bird.. some people said it was pricey.. but for me.. still fine compared to the Tandoori chicken from Mosin, which cost me 5.50 instead… and… the food provided by VADS is quite better compared to last year… but seems like it was degrading at a constant rate in daily basis.. hmm.. at least there is something instead of nothing..

With Ramadhan, comes also the event of Tarawikh prayers… and.. just went to one just now.. actually… it was my first after two years of foolishness.. felt kinda awkward with the citings and chantings by everyone there.. and i managed to complete 8 rakaat.. one thing i’m quite disagree with the imam just now.. the citings of surah after Fatihah was too long.. when it’s too long… i will lose my concentration.. started to think about the reunion this Sunday.. started to think about Mobwars.. started to think of something else instead of feeling the littleness of the human from the eye of the God.. but.. that was it.. will look further to go for more next time… as i work in the afternoon shift which made me unavailable to attend like normal.. so be it..

About the Australian Team’s fireworks.. believe me.. it was better than last year’s.. it was better than all the teams participated in MIFC 2008, i supposed… picked a new spot recommended by old fren, En. Razak.. and it was quite fine actually.. and.. even i used f12.. my camera still burn the pictures.. hmm… and below is a couple of pictures which made it to the top… and that was it for MIFC, 2008 edition.. nice indeed…

As for the fireworks intended for Merdeka celebration.. i went to Block E with Faiz, little brother of Farid.. felt something was wrong.. and when the clock turned 12.. the fireworks started.. and my intuition was correct.. it was a disaster.. a new buliding being built between the Curve and Flora.. and the fireworks was behind to building.. dammit.. some more.. the fireworks lasted for around merely 5 minutes… hampeh.. and that was it.. the last of the fireworks for the year of 2008.. so be it.. and now.. to take advantage of the Ramadhan.. i want to make it better than the last years… so help me God..

The first entree..

Well.. has been thinking of getting a tru blog for myself ever since.. not like the previous one i have.. as this is a web particularly made for blogging.. nice… a lot to explore.. a lot to understand.. and i will start off my story in the next entry.. but.. as for the taste of things to come.. behold.. sunset in Ipoh..

well… i never thought that the sunset in ipoh will be this spectacular.. please take note that this image has not been edited or altered by all means.. well.. that’s for now.. thanking in advance…